Well, I feel so gay today.

Because for the first time, I wore something skirt-ish to work. Well, blame it to wearing pants everyday for 5 months already in the same place, so time to wear something a bit ridiculous to a work-should-be-serious-place.

8D

Pulled it off good with a scarf. Good thing the weather cooperated or else, I would've looked like a person from Baguio lost in Makati.

Let's say that's a good thing because my crush asked me to go to Starbucks with him? With my Starbucks money supposed to have gone to his pockets as I owned him money? Well, he was more than willing to give me extensions on the financial aspect, but I insist on paying early. Anyway, I ordered Toffee Nut Latte (no frappes for a long time, I has the cold and cough. COMBO, yey.) and he had Dark Cherry Mocha Frappe which were the flavors on the new menu. SOLO BOARD OF THOSE TWO COFFEE so imagine how giddy I was inside while I played poker-faced. >DDD

I love the coffee, BTW~

Okay, so going home while shopping for fly-papers and batteries for mamoy, I discovered this:

YES, DARK.

The taste ain't so far from the original, but it has that bitter afte rtaste so I love the twist. But I would still be hunting that GREEN TEA KIT-KAT. We are getting fond of teas nowadays anyway, I wonder if they will ever discover that kind exists. D:

Anyway, I hope my work gets better tomorrow. I'm messing up two days in a row. I need to improve!

And bad news because tomorrow will be Sendai Kamotsu's last live. *sniff* I really want to make a tribute for them. I surely will and drag the JUNKOS of course. 8DDD

Shall be finishing this Kagrra, article and off to watch and okray TV shows with mamoy.

おやすみ！

4 days.

Call me a kid but I wasn't able to sleep properly as I was thinking of Kagrra,'s performance today.
:DDDDDD


Well, it's only about the band performing, but I was also concerned that my little brother will get to the PC first or my father going online too early, amongst other things. D:


I just so want to see them perform live again~ We don't see that often. God knows when was the last time they released a DVD for their tours. ( ￣っ￣) The latest that I was able to get was that digest for CORE, so I hope they would release a DVD for the Kiwami tour or Shin's koto concert, I dunno. Even a gag concert of the five would be a feat! XDDDD

Shin is starting to be "The koto player" now, ne? No more guitar man? LOOOL. ^^


I was checking at a post about the AUGA membership... roughly 4000 pesos when that Y6000 would be converted. It's easy to earn that money, my only problem is keeping them! I need to save 3000 php for a debt that's almost hitting anniversary, so after that I can really save up for the membership.

It's either that or Isshi's oni necklace that I would give as a gift to myself. (＾～＾)
But that's also around 4000 php....man. I need to get rich!


So maybe it's AUGA next year? Well, I don't want to promise even myself because I remember saying something similar to being a HERESY member. So orrrrmffffff, but.... がんばります!


AAAAAH~ it's a few minutes before the show!
Must finish breakfast soon!


WEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE~
:*:・(￣∀￣)・:*:









Ah! I'll be giving them peta first!
XDDD

It's nice to have a blog like this. I really cant post anything private on Facebook because I've got friends from work there. Very few people know that I have a tabulas blog, and I have learned to trust these people throughout the years. So I could write pretty much anything I wanted to say here, whether it's nonsensical or emotional.

These past few days I felt like I was pressuring Takumi to look for a job. I guess that's because I'm stressed out at work again. (Erratic training schedules, 20+ calls per day, calculating repayment plans etc.) I know I'm being unfair to him, but I can't stop myself. And I think I hurt him a bit when we talked about it a few minutes ago. I felt so guilty afterwards.

Should I say sorry? Should I take back what I've said about him looking for a job and forget about it? Or am I doing the right thing, but I'm just not phrasing it properly?

F ko talagang tagalugin ang post na ito dahil gusto ko rin mag-tonong vaklush para sa aking hindot na kaibigang si....AIA!

Well, kahapon pa yung mismong kaarawan pero ganish na rin ang aking pagbati ngayon dahil punong-puno naman ng rabu-rabu ito.


At believe it or not, sa bahay namin kami nag-saya para medyo tipid. Medyo. Tipid ba ang Bread Talk, mare? Pwede na rin! Siyempre samahan na rin ng iba pang putahe tulad ng pana, nipples ni Chiba, mga pana, lagare ni Nii, nawawalang kilay ni Shuu, tsinelas ni Tatsurou, Renz (eherm!) at siyempre ang bagong pag-irog ko kay Satoshi (lecheng bata ka! tukso!).

[Classic vain tiemz, bakit ba.]

[si Xi Men ay nariyan para bumati, syempre.]


Matapos ang walang katapusang bastusan, kulitan at kahalayan naming mag-mare sa bahay, eh sa labas naman ang tambay kasama si Mareng Mao. Siyempre na-stretch pa hanggang Maynila ang usapan, pero masaya pa rin dahil bukod sa kumpleto nanaman kaming Pitogo Galz (iba pa ito sa Junko, exclusive lang sa Pitogo, Sendai Pitogo kami) eh may mga kabarong juding na pumaparada sa amin. Isama na rin ang mga alaala ni Villarta, Victor, at Cablayan (holding hands naman dyan!). XDDD Okay, andaming inside joke. WAHAHAHAHHAAH!

Eh akalain mo ba naman na dahil sa pagyayaya ni Mao sa akin para mag-Bread Talk ay magiging isang sesyon ng Pitogo girls ito sa aming paboritng tambayan. Nakaka-miss na din kasi ang Shouyo Ramen at habol ko na rin ang Green Tea na lasang avocado ayon kay Benhas.

Walang humpay na baklaan, usapang VK, mga asawa, si Isshi at lab layp na rin, ay naging masaya naman ang aming pagdiriwang. Samahan pa ng maganda ang ubod ng friendly na serbisyo ng mga butihing ateng sa tambayan eh ang nom nom nom talaga ng gabi!



[masasayang tao ika-nga. may hawak kasing porn. o makibaho lang yun. XD]

O siya, eto lang naman gusto niyo makita, KODAKAN!

[Green Tea flavored ice cream. Ayon kay Benhas, lasang avocado, si Mao naman Cappuchino, ako starbucks green tea. Ah basta gusto ko yung tabang ng lasa nung green tea! WEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE~ *w*]

[At eto namang ang tambak ng libreang babasahin na magasin, porno, komiks at anuman! Nakita ko pa ang nawawalang boypren ko, si Ryuhei Matsuda na nagmomodel ng Sapporo Beer. Reprezent! Kaso Ryuhei labs, bakit naiistres ka ata? Hagedorn ka na! Balik ka na sa bahay! Pa-spa tayo!]

[Isang miming na ubod ng lambing~ ansarap bitbitin kahit papuntang bituwin! leche, maka-rhyme nalang. XDD]

Pero eto talaga yung highlight eh:

MAREEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!
Dream come true ba? xDDD
Takoyakiboy x Yankee ba ito? <3 <3 <3

Happy basudei muli~ *3*

True!
I had a date with myself today.

It's been quite a long time since I had a time for myself in a mall. Not that I mind company, I just like the silence I have available when I want it. It's rather peaceful not hearing myself talk too. XDD

Too bad I don't have pictures.


After my shift from work, I bought three different breads at Bread Talk (why do I have to buy so much, anyway?!), went to Shangri-la to get my tickets for the free Italian film I planned to watch an hour after, bought my favorite Pepsi and head on to the top floor to eat.

The weather was good.
Just the right wind and warmth for the late afternoon, as I get comfy in my seat eating while reading Kickboxing Geishas. An interesting book, I'd say. And I'm very happy with my progression with it.

Near 4:30, I headed to the cinema and got a seat a bit too high from the screen for my eyes comfort. But it wasn't that that made me left my seat for somewhere more comfortable but the guy two seats from me who kept giving loud comments at the beginning of the film. I mean, WTF?! When I watch a movie alone, I want complete silence. Well, of course not when a scene requires laughter for humor and gasping for a shocking scene, but not when it's simply starting. What the F sir, what the F.

So I got more comfortable in my new seat away from the loud sir and enjoyed the film.

The title of the film was: The Bird with the Crystal Plumage. 
A suspense thriller with murder and character twists. I like the shift of the image of the first victim turned murderer in the end. The film is already old, around the 80's I think but the way it was directed has some Tarantino feel into it which was a bit cinematric, a bit theatrical sometimes. I love it though. I think it was really in Italian, but they showed it with the English dubbing. Nice dubbing anyway.

After the film, I left the cinema with a good feeling, slightly amused with myself as I remember hiding my face whenever there would be someone about to be murdered. Oh well~ haha!

So a few smokes after the show and I'm here now typing this down.
I love the "me" time.



PS. I was even able to buy new pants worth 80 pesos. That's less than $2 folks!





But!






Regina (

silveryxdark

) messd up my mind with a very very amusing battle of our Vistlip pairings. It was UmixRui versus TomoxRui. I won this round because I had to go, but chat log was fun:


X

[20:56] ¤regina | ·$38•ßß ·$#8000FFραяα·$7ʟʟєʟ ·$59ШΘЯŁĐ·$: Rui carried Umi on his back.
[20:56] ¤regina | ·$38•ßß ·$#8000FFραяα·$7ʟʟєʟ ·$59ШΘЯŁĐ·$: ...but Tomo and Rui totally had a

looking-into-each-other's-eyes moment! 8D
[20:57] mizunosakka@hotmail.com: that's because Tomo is approving of the scene
[20:57] mizunosakka@hotmail.com: he's an UmixRui fanboy
[20:57] mizunosakka@hotmail.com: demo..
[20:57] ¤regina | ·$38•ßß ·$#8000FFραяα·$7ʟʟєʟ ·$59ШΘЯŁĐ·$: whateverrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr.
psh.
[20:57] ¤regina | ·$38•ßß ·$#8000FFραяα·$7ʟʟєʟ ·$59ШΘЯŁĐ·$: you should see all the other TomoxRui moments.
8D
[20:57] mizunosakka@hotmail.com: why is Rui being such a seme anyway?!
[20:57] mizunosakka@hotmail.com: I SHALL NOT BURN MY EYES!

XX

[20:58] ¤regina | ·$38•ßß ·$#8000FFραяα·$7ʟʟєʟ ·$59ШΘЯŁĐ·$: Tomo talks about Rui~
[20:58] mizunosakka@hotmail.com: Rui talks to Umi's body >DDDDDD
[20:59] ¤regina | ·$38•ßß ·$#8000FFραяα·$7ʟʟєʟ ·$59ШΘЯŁĐ·$: RUI DOES THINGS TO TOMO'S BODY AND

VICE VERSA 8DD
[21:01] mizunosakka@hotmail.com: UMI KICKS TOMO IN THE ASS WHEN RUI SLUTS OVER THE OTHER,

THEN HE LOOKS AT UMI WITH PUPPY, PLEADING EYES AND UMI ACCEPTS AND THEN THEY DO

ROUGH BEDTIEMZZZ LOVIN'
[21:03] ¤regina | ·$38•ßß ·$#8000FFραяα·$7ʟʟєʟ ·$59ШΘЯŁĐ·$: TOMO THEN KICKS UMI IN THE ASS AFTER

THE "ROUGH BEDTIEMZZZ LOVIN'" AND RUI CLINGS TO TOMO AND THEN TOMO TAKES GOOD CARE

OF HIMMMMMMMM BEING A GENTLE CARING LOVER.

oryouknowtosolvethisargumenttheycouldalwayshaveathreesome.
[21:05] mizunosakka@hotmail.com: BUT RUI WOULD BE SUCH A SLUT LIKE THAT
[21:05] mizunosakka@hotmail.com: *shrugs, anyway*
[21:05] mizunosakka@hotmail.com: UMI GETS UP, FEELING THE ADRENALIN RUSH TO HIS HEAD. HE ONLY

HAD ONE NAME FOR TOMO, AND THAT'S RUI. RUI IS HIS.
[21:05] mizunosakka@hotmail.com: HE HAD TO CLAIM HIM
[21:06] ¤regina | ·$38•ßß ·$#8000FFραяα·$7ʟʟєʟ ·$59ШΘЯŁĐ·$: RUI CAN PLAY A LOVEABLE SLUT I MEAN

LOOK AT THE WAY HE WALKED IN THE MAKING OF OZONE.
[21:06] mizunosakka@hotmail.com: SO UMI GOES BACK TO WHERE THE SUPPOSED "LOVERS" ARE, TAKES

RUI'S HAND AND GOES TO THE SHOWER




xxx
And that's just a small preview. We shall have more of this!





Alright, that's for my day.
Good night!

my friend's write-up for me:

Olive, otherwise known as Sophie or Janna, is like the proverbial box of chocolates where you never know just what you might get. Unofficially diagnosed with multiple personality disorder by her friends, you may get to see her as the coloratura soprano hitting those ear-shattering high notes; the depressed Sylvia Plath reincarnate; the classical Austen/Brontë book-lover; the drama queen plotting out her next bizarre character; the Freudian with an inexplicable propensity towards professors and authority figures; the sexually ambiguous person flirting with people of all questionable sexes; the animal lover who never fails to save injured animals lying along the way; or the ambitious orthopedic surgeon wannabe with guts of steel. Whichever character you happen to chance upon, she will certainly beguile you and possibly even flirt with you along the way.

I feel like I owe this blog an update. I thought I'd be consistent like last week of being able to post even simple musings here, but to no avail, time is just evasive like that.

Anyways~


Last Sunday, Mao and I actually flew to Marilao as we were invited by Mama Kamiru for her parent's wedding anniversary-slash-daddy birthday party. The whole JUNKO circle was supposed to be there, unfortunately everybody was busy, well, except for the two of us. But we were too embarrassed to back-out since I thought her parents might be expecting us.

 

It was of course a very nice time with Mama~ The accommodation was very pampering and the foods! Holy fuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuck those were very very delicious foods! I love the chocolate fountain, and yes Mao, the alien food: marshmallows. XDDD

It was also a very nice place; a resort which is owned by Mama's aunt. So we had free lodging at one of the rooms. And since I brought my laptop with me that time, we just watched some Minase x Ibuki moments and fangirlied and smoked.

I actually wanted to have a swim but I had too many things with me, I couldn't accommodate clothes with my gadgets. D:

Anyway~ it was a fun day. ^^


P.S. We also met this little handsome man:




Isn't he such a charmer? XDDD






Yesterday wasn't one of my most tiring day (I could sit all day with the Galz and would get hell tired just by laughing and talking so much), but I certainly exhausted my body going from one place to another.

From Makati, I traveled for a good 1 hour to Vito Cruz, Manila to meet Chantal as we would watch a play in La Salle Benilde that morning.

Since breakfast wasn't enough, I ordered another breakfast at McDonald's while waiting for Chantal---whom was running late---and read one of Murakami's stories. I received an SMS from her to transfer to Jollibee and so I did.


After maybe 15 minutes, Chantal knocked from the window, in school-girl uniform which amused me as she said before her shorts were missing. Anyway, I forgave her for being late as I felt her sincere apology, unfortunately for her, my ticket was free already because of that. Uh-yeah!

The play was terrific! Lots of JUNKO (translation: GAYNESS) elements. Nice nice nice kissing scene and more GAYness, and I mean HAPPINESS. The end was a bit off though as we wondered how everything turned chaotic and how the secrets have been revealed until everything just turned tragic. I thought they would shift back to the present (since everything it turned out, was a flashback) and open a more definite look at the family so the ending could've closed more smoothly, but well, it didn't went like that. Anyway, for the most part it was really entertaining. Production was great, ACTING SERIOUSLY DESERVED A LOUD, ROUND OF APPLAUSE, the script was totally entertaining *winks at Chantal* and 2 hours of great theater atmosphere is also worth it. The place was a bit small, but I love it since it reminded me of PETA's intimate arrangement of the audience box to the stage. ^^

The LSB building was certainly one of a kind. It was the first time I entered a university which fashioned a minimalist style. It was so cooooooool~ It looked like a corporation rather than a school. But cool is cool.


I received an SMS from Sibey that she's heading to G4, so Chantal and I rode a cab to Makati, talking about fanfics and other things while going there. It seems that when I'm with Chantal, we could never evade the topic of fanfics, the politics of it, the intrigue and of course the joy of writing men with other men. XDD

We met with Sibey at Burger King, ate and talked of more VK bands. I also got my Kagrra no Su CDs from her and she lend me the book I wanted to read for a long time.

I guess Murakami will be put to the corner again. AWWWW~ But one of Murakami's short story made me understand why his stories are a mix of reality and fantasy, though always blurred. In one of the stories, he framed the story with a very practical, modern setting and situation: A man looking for a job in a small, unknown corporation which was minimalist in style. The twist begins with the request of password for the man to see the boss. So the strange has began, but a bigger oddity will surprise us with the boss as a weird creature whom they were talking about before. But apart from that revelation, the tone of the story still felt very modern, very real, as if the element of fantasy and odd is naturally part of this very practical, concrete reality.

I had to say goodbye to the two girls since I have to fly to Ortigas to meet my co-workers whom will also attend the birthday party of my co-worker's son. The meeting place was in Starbucks, so pfft. I didn't want to order, but since no chairs were available outside, I had to step inside and of course, order something.

Funny thing is, as I was ordering my Coffee Jelly frappe, the cashier suddenly chatted me about the book I was holding (Kickboxing Geishas), so I got delighted actually. Though I'm not really sure if he understood me. After 30 minutes, my co-workers arrived and we were able to fly to Caloocan finally.

So there was Abby and her family~ Abby is, I guess, my best buddy at the office. She's 4 years older than me, but she's really nice and we usually go down together to have a puff of smoke. We get along well either because she's like a kid sometimes or I'm just matured for my age. 8D I don't have an older sister too, so older women as my friends are always so delightful for me. So there. Neyo, her son, doesn't like me very much unfortunately. That was the first time my charms did not work on a kid. Stubborn.




Gaaaaah~ tomorrow will be work time again, pfft. Let's work hard for the money!
And yeah, I haven't written a single fic this week. Too bad. I was planning on making it a weekend thing, but pfft. I'll just read tonight.



See ya peepz~