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Konnichiwa Minna~ I feature this time are Kiriyuu Zero and Kurosu Yuuki from the manga series of Matsuri Hino, Vampire Knight.

I titled it With you... because i personally like this jrock band, High and Mighty Color songs, and With you... is one of their great songs.

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Entries for September, 2006

after so many months
September 1, 2006
Posted at 11:36 PM by xbilliontearsx

wiii~

after so many months

at last~

nakainom uli ako

gaya ng last kong inom

Matador pa din ang ininom namin ngayon

birthday kasi ni Arlene

at napansin ko

lumakas ako ng inom at hnde ako nalasing

(hnde naman ako nalalasing. O.o)

naubos namin ung 1 bote

at 5 lan kami~

binuksan pa namin ung isa

lol

sarap ng feeling ng nakainom uli ako....

ang pula pula ko ngayon

at ang init ng pakiramdam ko

LOL

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ngiti?
September 4, 2006
Posted at 10:24 PM by xbilliontearsx

halaaaaaa

so embarassing...for me...

quarter to 4PM

Kuya John told me na pumunta daw kami sa SC office. para sa mga 1st year LOADS members

tapos ayun may pinagusapan lan kami

tapos baka daw magkaroon ng shuffle(?) sa mga officers at baka ipaloit daw kaming mga first years.

then ayun na nga~

usap usap, salita salita si Kuya John

tapos pagkatingen ko sa may SC door(glass un)

lumaki yun mata ko kasi papasok sila dun sa may SC office

may meeting din sila dun sa org nila

e sakto bago pa sila pumasok andun na yung classmate nya sa may office

andun na nga cya sa may loob, inaasar na ako ni Rachel.

nun tapos na kami mag meeting..

............

tapossssss

*^^*

sa sobrang kati ng mga officers dun.

hahaha

at cyempre alam nilang may gusto ako sa kanya.

ang kulit!

PINAKILALA ULI AKO~

ampf. nun pinakilala nila ako nakatalikod talaga ako.

di ko alam gagawin ko

tapos hinila ako ni Kuya John papunta sa kanya, sinabihan nya din akong tumingin ka naman.

.____.;

e di aun hinihila nila tlga ako kasama si Rachel(close sila nun) XD

tapos narinig ko sinabi ni Rachel sa kanya na

"ang cute nya noh?"

tapos nun pagtingen ko sa kanya

waaaaaaa

*blush*

super duper todo ngiti cya sa akin...

~___~

di ko makalimutan un ngiti nya. hahaha

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stressed
September 13, 2006
Posted at 06:08 PM by xbilliontearsx

ilang days or i think isang linggo or more na ako di nkakapag online

nsa bahay ako ng pinsan ko dahil sira pa din yung computer namin at hinde ako makagawa ng pinaparesearch sa lettering

at nadidismaya ako sa midterm grade ko sa math. take note yung final grade na un!!! kahit na pasado ako hnde ko matangap na ganun lan nakuha ko.

sa drawing fundamentals pina ulit sa amin mga midterm plates namin.

sa design. 3 meetings na absent prof namin pero sa 2 meetings na un may sub prof kami. pinapagawa kami dun sa may PLDT. un contest nila dun na ang theme "Larong Pambata noon at ngayon". andami gagawin. at s friday na ipapasa.

sa sept. 16 baka hinde na ako makapunta sa L'Arc con. dami ginagawa. walang pera. sencya na.

lately medyo...hay naku. wala. XD

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pressure
September 15, 2006
Posted at 03:27 AM by xbilliontearsx

.___.

finals na, malapit na ang pagtutuos ng mga istudyante at mga propesor.

nakakainis,

sa mga major subjects namin wala kami ginagawa sabay sa mga minor(english, math, fil) nak ng putcha! kung ano ano pinapagawa sa aming mga kalokohan na projects.

projects ba kamo? un tipong pagkatapos mo paghirapan itatapon mo lang.

>_<

araw araw, gabi gabi, pagkauwi ko, gusto ko na agad matulog sa sobrang pagod.

ganito pala ang buhay kolehiyo, nakakapagod pero masaya.

speaking of masaya, magtatapos na din ang kasayahan namin pag nakita na namin ang transcript namin, depende nga lan.

at isa pa, pinaguusapan namin to palagi, bakit kung kelan patapos na yung sem, ang section namin ay nagkakaroon na ng bondings.

hinde tulad ng dati na hinde kayo nag-uusap ni ganyan, wala cyang pakelam sayo. pero ngayon parang magkakapatid na kaming lahat.

magkakahiwalay na kami next sem pero cyempre depende din yun kung sabay sabay kami mageenroll

honestly, ayaw ko maging kaklase yung ibang 1st years, hinde ko sila feel, ni hinde ko maramdaman na nageexist sila eh. LOL! totoo yun. inis na inis ako sa kanila pag nakikita ko sila sa may CR at ang iingay nila.

mukha man akong mali sa sinabi ko dyan, pero un ang nararamdaman ko.

anyway,

naiinis ako kay Sir Temp(sub prof sa Design)

e kasi pinagawa kami lahat nung sa cover ng PLDT

e opitional naman yun kung cnu gustong sumali

e lahat kami pinagawa, ampf yan! mamaya na ipapasa un wala pa din ako nagagawa. nakakatamad.

pressured ako sa Project Proposal ng Indio. meron na ako kaso kulang pa. irerevised ko pa yun. wala ako maisip na magandang venue, date at etc. T__T bahala na.

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minsan naiinis ako sa sarili ko. naiinis ako sa kanya pag pinapansin nya si Ichie imbis na ako. >_>" hinde naman sa gusto ko ako lan pansinin nya. e kaso, ampf. pero ako din naman ang may kasalanan eh. kasi pag nagkikita kami o nagkakatinginan kami ako na yung umiiwas. ewan ko bat ako umiiwas.

bakit nga ba?

ayoko na kasing isipin nya na ganun, bsta yun na un.

sabi nga sa akin, pano daw ako hinde papansinin e iniiwasan ko nga daw cya.

sabi ko, oo nga no. XD

para akong tanga, gusto ko pansinin nya ako pero ako un umiiwas.

.____."

pero oks ln kasi kahit minsan naman pinapansin nya ako.

pero eto ang totoo, medyo hinde ko na cya gusto. depede nga lan kung may bglang himalang mayari.

at hinde ko pa nasasabi yung huling sign ko. hinde ko pa cya sinasama sa dasal ko. at parang ayoko na. nakakasawa. XD

at gawa na pala ang computer namin at may internet na din.

YEY
araw>

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eye contacts
September 21, 2006
Posted at 08:26 PM by xbilliontearsx

i had this very long eye contact with him.

but what happened?

none.

no one responded, neither me or him.

morning. i was just gonna enter our building when i saw him. it was in the lobby, waiting for the elevator door to open. .__.

i was about to go to CR to avoid him, but i saw my blockmate and ask something, then i have a glimpse of him, just a glimpse anyway.

i went to CR. when i went out, he's not around anymore.

i saw Ate Rachel, she asked me:

*smiles*Nakita mo?

Oo, nakita ko. i smiled back

Bakit ka nagpunta ng CR? Dahil ba sa kanya? she asked

Hinde ah!(denial stage) i answered back

asus! anu ba? she answered back.

she really wants my answer so i did answered her question.

Mahiyain ka talaga! she answered back.

i just flashed her a big smile.

the elevator door opened, she left me there.

then at last the elevator door opened.

when i was walking in the hallway.

i saw him, far away, he entered the room.

when i was in the middle of the hallway, he went out of the classroom.

he sitted in the hallway with some guy.

we had this "very long eye contact".

i was walking, looking at him, at the other hand, his looking at me too.

that eye contact last when i entered our room, the room beside their room.

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*sigh*

i want to smile that time, but i can't.

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lunch break. after i finished my food. i went downstairs, outside to buy Magic Chew.

very hot, walking around Lerma, when i saw this bunch of guys who are wearing in their PE uniform at the carinderia. i had a glimpse. i saw him, again.

i just continue walking until i was in the front of the stall. after buying what i need. i went back.

i saw my classmates. funny moments. they tease me.

i gave Edu a piece of my magic chew.

then, when i looked toward Edu's back.

i saw him, he looked where me and Edu is standing.

i saw the face of his.

i can't explain, he seems to be depressed or what.

and we had the eye contact for the second time.

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and we had the eye contact for the third time.

i was smiling, laughing because of my blockmates stupidity.

when i looked at their door classroom, he was there.

he looked.

im glad.

i gave him a big smile.

im glad again.

pinansin nya ako.

but the way na pinansin nya ako..

no, he never smiled back.

....

so depressing

we still have lots of eye contacts this day.

but continuing this makes me depressed.

so tired.

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Fate/Stay Night
September 26, 2006
Posted at 08:47 PM by xbilliontearsx

Age rating: Teenagers (May contain bloody violence, bad language, nudity)

Genres: Adventure, Drama, Fantasy, Romance, Shounen, Supernatural

Plot Summary: Shirou Emiya lost his parents in a fire when he was young and was later adopted by a sorceror by the name of Kiritsugu Emiya. Although he was full of admiration for his adopted father and yearns to become an ally of justice, Shirou has limited powers and was unable to become a strong sorceror like his father. That is until one fateful day, he was drawn into the Holy Grail War and had to summon a female "Servant" known as Saber in order to protect himself. It turns out that the Holy Grail War involves a series of battles among powerful sorcerors to fight for the possession of a relic that will grant one's wishes, the Holy Grail. There are altogether seven "Masters" who can summon their respective "Servants" from different classes known as Saber, Archer, Rider, Berserker, Lancer, Caster and Assasin. These "Servants" have to hide their names in order not to reveal their weaknesses to the enemies. The story revolves around Shirou and his entanglement in the Holy Grail War.

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sa wakas natapos ko na din cyang panoorin.

ang lungkot lungkot ng ending. kaso nabitin ako sa laban ni Saber at Gilgamesh. nkakalungkot dn yung ending song.

salamat kay kuya syl sa copy ko~ ^__^ may bago uli akong addiction~ hehehe

FATE/STAY NIGHT IS LOVE!!!!!!!! <3

i love archer~ <3 kaso namatay cya agad eh. lol anlakas kc ni berserker. lufet. pero mas malakas pa dn si Saber labs!

bsta ang lupet talaga nito. parang kasing lupet ng Trinity Blood.

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Rest Day, yet it's not.
September 27, 2006
Posted at 10:16 PM by xbilliontearsx

yey! no classes tomorrow. i can rest, yet i have lots of work to do.

1.) Drawing Fundamentals plate
2.) Design plate. i have 2 plates pending. T_T
3.) Module in English
4.) Article in Math
5.) Suring-basa in Filipino
6.) Powerpoint presentation in Computer
7.) Lettering plate.

T__T

lots of work to do. *sigh*

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nagpunta kami sa school kanina kasi may "workshop" daw kami.

ang kinaiinisan ko. hnde kami sinipot.

so instead na nakagawa ako ng mga plates ko. nasayang la ung oras namin kakaintay sa FEU.

>_>

after namin kumain ni Jhuz bumalik uli kami para sumilong kasi ang lakas ng ulan.

nagkita lan kami ni Kuya Marky.

^_^

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lately im so addicted in Fate/Stay Night, especially ARCHER!!! wai~ so cool. i love his Noble Phantasm and his quote.

I am the bone of my sword.
Steel is my body, and fire is my blood.
I have created over a thousand blades.
Unknown to death.
Nor known to life.
Have withstood pain to create many weapons.
Yet, those hands will never hold anything.
So as i pray, unlimited blade works.
-Archer [Fate/Stay Night]

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bagyo, bagyo o bagyo!
September 30, 2006
Posted at 05:32 PM by xbilliontearsx

nabwibwiset ako sa bagyo na yan!

dahil sa bagyo na yan, 2 and half days kaming walang kuryente. >_>

umiiyak na nga ako kanina kasi sa dami ng gagawin ko hnde ko magawa dahil walang kuryente, walang internet dahil gagawa ako ng presentation, nakakabagot, nasasayang oras ko kakatulog at kakapaypay at kakakamot dahil sa lamok.

pero kahapon umalis naman ako dahil pumunta ang magagaling kong kaklase na kala nila may kuryente dito.

nakarating ako ng Navotas at 11:00 Pm na ako nakarating ng bahay.

habang naglalakad sa Recto ng mga hating gabi.

nakwento na nila sa akin ang kamalas-malas na nangyari sa FEU

lalong-lalo na sa building namin na maganda.

kagabi, napatingen ako sa building namin na maganda. sa may East Asia.

sa una pa lang alam na namin may crack un building namin dun sa may gilid sa may Lerma.

ay PUTCHA! pagtingen ko dun sa crack na un.

tapias ung building namin.

pagtingen ko sa taas. napamura na lang ako ng PI!

tapias!!! tapias ang building namin. >_>"

nakakatawa na nkakatakot isipin na ganun ang nangyari dahil kabago bago, last last year lan ata ginawa un building namin na un sira na agad.

isipin nyo, yung building namin parang styropone na natapiasan.

LOL!

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Patty. 17 years old. march 17, 1989. freshman in FEU. taking up fine arts major in advertising. frustrated artist and musician. simple lad. ish gay. nice but get annoyed easily. i'd rather be rude to others so that they won't take me for granted. sarcastic. carefree. klutz. nocturnal. lolita?. evil. weird. an idiot sometimes. is hard to express my feelings. computer freak. POCKY freak.

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arts. music(goth, chants, metal, piano solo, jrock/jpop). anime. manga. college life. nature. photography. japanese stuffs. gothic lolita. vampires. black eyeliner. cross. choker. laces/ribbons. flowers. animals. gadgets. fruits. wind. cosmos. friends. moon. night. tea. alcholic drinks. video games. playing paper planes with them. POCKY. Ichiraku Ramen.

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