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naiiyak ako!
June 1, 2005
Posted at 07:02 PM by xbilliontearsx

huhuhu

hinde ako makagamit ng pc sa bahay!! sira cya!!! nagkavirus ung pc namen! nun nireformat ampf! may virus pa den tapos ngaun di pa den naayos..T__T

hinde tuloy ako makapagbasa ng manga...lalo na ung deathnote!!! na adik den ako sa deathnote! grabe ang asteg! nun una ko basa dun tinigil ko..kala ko kc panget..pero nun binasa ko na ampf! nasa chapter 22 na ako..T__T

ang gwapo at ang talino ni raito saka ni L!!!! grabe ang talino pa!

tapos...malapit na den ako magkaroon ng naruto series!!!!!!!!!! YAY!!!!!!!!!!!! bigyan ko lang daw ung pinsan ko ng cd's tapos ibuburn nya na lang ako sa office nila!!! kaya magiipon na ako pambili ng cd!!!

tapos ano pa ba????? hmmm

un nga! tapos ang gwapo ni neji! HAHAHA

cge bye!~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

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malapit na~
June 2, 2005
Posted at 06:27 PM by xbilliontearsx

ang sama sama ng pakiramdam ko!!! ung ulo ko kumikirot..ang sakit..nung una..ung left side lang ng ulo ko ung masakit hanggang sa kumalat na ng kumalat...naiiyak ako...T__T

waaaaaa~ gawa na ang pc namen!!! bwahahaha~ tapos sa 8 pa ang pasukan...

tapos...ang gwapo talaga ni neji!!! HAHAHA ampf..mukha na akong neji...XD

tapos....hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm....aun! napanood ko ung episode 1 lang ng prince of tennis nung isang araw..lolz kc ung cd ko na saiyuki realod...may nakasingit dun na prince of tennis..ang ganda pala nun! no wonder madaming may gusto dun..gusto ko den mapanood un!!! huhuhuhu

kailangan ko den ng maraming pera pambili nga ng cd para sa naruto~ kaya magiipon na ako...T__T

nakita ko sa gamespot may ps3 na pala..T__T tapos ang dami ng new realeses sa ps2 na games..ni hinde ko manlang alam kc sira ps2 ko kaya di ko alam...T_______T

tapos aun....>__< bday ni krabby ngaun! HAHAHA aun! speaking!~ nag online cya..lol

ano pa ba??????? hammmmmmmmmm.....hmmmmmmmmmmm~ wula pa kaming adobe ps7...T__T manghihiram na lang ako kay hana para siguradong wulang virus...huhuhu

hayyyyyy~ cge alis na ako~~~~~ naruto~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

*edit edit!!!*

my brother ask me if i can join them this sat...because they have a gig...where and with? at e. rodriguez(tama ba spelling ko? lol) then with SAYDIE!!!!!! OMG!!!! i'll go!!!!~ i want to see saydie...especially their beautiful vocalist kath!

yehey!!!!!!!

that's all...haha
feeling: masakit ulo
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BUKAKAKAKAKA!~
June 4, 2005
Posted at 03:43 AM by xbilliontearsx

bagong tawa ko yan..parang gagu e noh..lolz enewei..lol

ewan!!!! LOLZ!!!!!!!!!! WAAAAAAAAAAAAA~

nababalew na ako dito...

ksi kanina pa ako tawa ng tawa dito! e panu etong c akkeh..HAHAHAHA may pinabasa sa akeng nakakatawa e halos matae na ako kakatawa kahet na kakatae ko lang...LOLZ

tapos aun! bsta natatawa talaga ako! hanggang ngaun! hahaha para cyang c LOLO PATRICK!~ payaso ko un c lolo eh tapos may bago uli akong payaso at un ay si ano~ dba akki? lolz

hayyy~ ang cute nilang tgnan..lolz =)) para sa aken~ ang swit nga eh...ung isa pahumble eppect pa tapos ung babae brutal...LOLZ sapakan daw..HAHAHA cno kaya un? *ahem*

labing labing nga cla..kaso c lalake torpe!~ lolz

alam ko!!! MU cla!!! HAHAHAHAHAAHA cyempre ako pa! pag sinabi ko nangyayari...maliban sa ibang bagay na imposibleng mangyareh! pero ngaun totoo!!! lol seryoso ako~ malakas ang pakiramdam ko! in short im just following my instincts..hHAHAHA bilib lang sa sarili un!! HAHAHA enewei..nasa sa kanila naman un e cyempre di ko naman hawak ang kapalaran nila! di ako tulad ni neji nung masama pa cya..e ngaun mabuti na cya kaya i lab him na..=))

minsan nga..naalala ko clang dalawa..para pala clang ASO'T PUSA! HAHAAHHAA c lalake ung aso~ ung labrador kc maitim saka malaki ung labrador..HAHAHA tapos ung babae pusa kc ewan ko...instik eh...lolz

tapos aun! nakakatuwa talaga cla~~~ kya~~~~~~~~~~~ayan na naman ang instinct ko!!! HAHAHA

hay naku! tama na ang bolahan!!! HAHAHA juk! totoo toh! kala nyo lang di seryuso pero siryus ako! hahaha wag msyado pansinin ang balew ok? lol

ay adik ako sa naruto movie main theme! ung home sweet home~ ang ganda kc eh~

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HOME SWEET HOME (translation)

getting tired of walking, the rain that began to fall
I chase after the rabbit I couldn't catch
your eyes are like the clear water
breathing deep down in the ocean
call me, call me, I'm here
where can I go, to where, so that I'm satisfied?

let's go home, when tomorrow comes
will I be laughing saying that it's all ok?
call my name, call me, I'll embrace you
so close your eyes and remember those innocent times

you filled the parts I lacked in
because I was able to forget even sad feelings
I'm not afraid

lying, and regretting that
I became an adult someday
getting humiliated, sweating
but the reason for me to continue dancing
is burning, burning my soul and screams
if I continue, continue to open it I can be saved

let's go home, let's meet
behind the moon, white rabbit
let's return, when tomorrow comes
I'll be laughing barefeet
I'll call, call and embrace it
so close your eyes and remember those innocent times

getting tired of walking, the rain that began to fall
I chase after the rabbit I couldn't catch
your eyes are like the clear water
breathing deep down in the ocean
call my name, call me because I'm here
if I tell, tell my heart I'll be fulfilled

romanji lyrics
aruki tsukarete furidasu ame
tsukami soko neta usagi o otte
anata no me wa suki tooru
kurai umi no soko de iki o shite iru mizu
watashi o yonde yonde koko ni iru no yo
doko e ikeba ikeba mitasareru no?

uchi e kaero asu ni nareba
daijoubu tte waratte iru kana
namae o yonde yonde dakishimeru yo
omoidashite me o tojite osanai koro

tarinai tokoro o anata ga umete kureta
kanashii kimochi datte sa sugu wasurerareta kara
kowakunai yo

uso o tsuite koukai shite
watashi wa itsuka otona ni natta
haji o kaite ase o kaite
soredemo odori tsudzukeru riyuu
tamashii kogashite kogashite sakenderu yo
hiraite ikeba ikeba sukuwareru no

uchi e kaero shiroi usagi
tsuki no ura de aimashou
kaerou asu ni nareba
hadashi de waratte iru kara
watashi wa yonde yonde dakishimeru yo
omoidashite me o tojite osanai koro

aruki tsukarete furidasu ame
tsukami soko neta usagi o otte
anata no me wa suki tooru
kurai umi no soko de iki o shite iru mizu
namae o yonde yonde koko ni iru no yo
kokoro ni ieba ieba mitasareru no



listening to: naruto - home sweet home
feeling: natatawa~

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deathnote and full moon wo sagashite
June 6, 2005
Posted at 07:08 AM by xbilliontearsx

it attacks again...XD what i mean is my migraine..T__T it hurts so much..and i feel dizzy and sleepy...my eyes are tired i want to sleep now but there are lots of things to do...

lately, i just finished reading chapter 1-61 of deathnote, and i was so amazed!!! really! definetly! you have to read this no matter what! worth it! i like the characters especially how they think...they're smart, accurate, precise, alert in their surroundings, etc. and sure do have handsome and cute characters of course! a bishie!~

and...at last...syuura's full moon wo sagashite direct manga download are already working...and already finished up to chapter 7 since 8 and 9 are unavailable this time and i have to download the rest...and i can't continue reading because something's missing..XD oh well...i'll just have to ask my friend to send it to me...^_^

and currently into the song MYSELF, which is ending song of full moon wo sagashite...the lyrics are so so good! even the song ETERNAL SNOW...both are good! but i like MYSELF better....XD and when i download teh version of takuto, i was awwww~ his voice is great! and i remember it when i read it a while ago when takuto sang the song and mitsuki got surprised...i can't stop singing it...so beautiful..

2 days more to go~ *sigh* i don't want to go in school but i need money...XD money~~~

umm what else? recently i feel sad...dunno why...XD

anyway..have to go..i need some rest..XD

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MYSELF [english translation]

Why, oh why do I love you so much?
My tears overflow this much

Back in that time, there was so much to lose that I couldn't sing
anything
A place just a little ways away--That was where I was

That day, deep in your eyes, I saw the loneliness
Are the two of us really alike?
If I'd realized it, you were always by my side

Why do I love you so much?
Your voice rings inside me so much it makes me sad
Just what it was that supported me so much
From afar, I realize it now

Like a lost child, crying and searching
But there was no such thing as forever

"It's okay if you don't believe in anyone" you whispered
Were the two of us really alike?
And I decided then I would protect you

Why can't I turn them to memories
You're too far, too near for me to reach
The more I tell myself "I will forget"
The larger you loom in my thoughts

Why do I love you so much?
Your voice rings (inside me) so much it makes me sad
Just what it was that supported me so much
I realize it now from afar

Why do I love you so much?
It's so easy I just can't answer

romanji lyrics

doushite doushite suki nan darou
konna ni namida afureteru

ano koro ha ushinau mono ga oosukite nani mo utaenakatta
sukoshi hanareta basho soko ga watashi no ibasho datta

kimi no hitomi no oku ni ano hi samishisa wo mitsuketa
futari niteru no kana?
kitsukeba itsu mo tonari ni ite kureta

doushite konna ni suki nan darou
kimi no koe kanshii hodo hibiiteru yo
ima made nani ga sasae datta ka
tooku hanarete wakatta yo

nakinagara sagashi tsuduketa maigo no kodomo no you ni
kedo soko ni ha eien nante aru wake nakute

"dare ni mo shinjinakereba iin da yo" tsubuyaita ne
futari niteru no kana?
ano toki kimi wo mamoru to kimeta no ni

doushite konna ni suki nan darou
toosugite chikasugite todokanai yo
"wasureyou" tte omoeba omou hodo
kimi ga ookiku natteku yo

doushite konna ni suki nan darou
kimi no koe kanshii hodo hibiiteru yo
ima made nani ga sasae datta ka
tooku hanarete wakatta yo

doushite konna ni suki nan darou
kantan sugite kotae ni naranai



listening to: full moon wo sagashite - myself
reading: full moon wo sagashite manga
feeling: sleepy

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first day of class..
June 8, 2005
Posted at 08:17 PM by xbilliontearsx

tiring! and BORING! ampf! 4:00 ang uwian namen kanina pero ginawa namen dun? ampf! nakatanga lang kame!!! T__T as in! wulang ginawa..nakakabwiset! kc 4 uwian tapos wula kmi ginawa..bored na bored kame dun kanina!

pagpasok ko di ko pa alam ang section ko....kaya tinignan ko! luckily...kaklase ko pa ung mga kaibigan ko! YEHEY! hehe aun! though lahat ng magugulo at maiingay sa amen nasa kabilang section kaya medyo tahimik sa klasrum..gulat ako! pagkita ko andun c leah...>_< kala ko kc di na cya papasok dahel dun sa star dance..lol

tapos...buong ginawa kolan kundi mag drawing! pero pansin ko imprving na ako!!! HAHAHA kaso problema mukha lan kaya kong gawen..>_< pero ok lan! maganda naman eh..ginaya ko ung buhok ni mica dun sa drawing ko..kc sabe nya drawing ko cya pero lakihan ko daw ung mata..lolz tapos aun! maganda naman daw! hehe tapos nag drawing aku ng goth gurl...tapos medyo pumanget..lolpero ayos lan den..saka meron aku dun ung drawing ko na own character ko saka ung drawing ko dito sa bahay..c mitsuki! ang kyut kyut nya!!!! hehehe ginaya ko ung name dun sa bida na babae sa full moon wo sagashite...lol ang ganda kc ng name..mitsuki(full moon) kaya aun! :P

tapos..blah blah~ kwentuhan kame nila mica...hhehehe...tapos nun recess nag harutan..LOLZ tapos laking gulat ko! c gwen bumalik sa skul namen...kc nun 3rd yr sa baguio cya nag aral tapos bumalik..nung pagbabago namen ni mica...ampf! mas lalo akong nagulat! nakita ko c ricky chan!!! KYAAA~ kala ko di na cya mag aaral sa skul at gragraduate na sa paco..kc since 1-3rd yr high lumipat cya ng paco pero dun cya ng grade skul sa amen...:P e long time kras ko un since bata pa ako..HAHAHA ampf! wulang pinagbago sa kanya ganun pa den..>_<

aun nga pala! swerte namen kc adviser at math teacher namen ay si ms. alab!!! yehey! ung 2nd yr high adviser namen tapos ngaun adviser uli namen..:P ang ganda!

aun lang! tapos..hmm..hiniram ko kay hana ung adobe PS...dadalhin nya bukas saka ung cd na windstruck! sa wakas! LOLZ tapos aun! makakagawa na den ako ng bagong lay-out! saka nag decide na ko kung ano sa tatlo ang gagawen ko..kung naruto, deathnote o full moon wo sagashite...gagawen ko na ung full moon wo sagashite...kaya nag hahanap na aku ng pic ngaun..:P~

cge unlang! kakapagod..>_<
aun>
aun>
listening to: full moon wo sagashite - eternal snow
feeling: tired

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eternal tears...
June 9, 2005
Posted at 07:59 PM by xbilliontearsx

*sigh* why do i always cry? jeezz..i hate it! i hate it!!! i hate it when others crying...i hate it when i cry...but..i can't blame myself and the others...XD i can't stop the flow of my tears...even though i want to stop it..i can't...i want to shout out loud..i want to tell the blue sky...my true feelings towards people around me since i can't say it straight to them.....the rain....at first i thought the rain is too lovely in my eyes...but i realized...whenever it rains...im too sad...lonely...and my tears start flowing again and again and can't stop it...so many things in my mind now...i want to beleive in myself so that i can beleive in others too...i want to trust them w/ all my heart..but all they do to me is make me so sad...make me worry so much...they're so far...so far away..that way..i can't reach them...my two arms can't reach them...it's too painful...that they leave me like that even though i did my very best and love them so much...

i don't know either i love them or hate them...but all i want is to make them happy...im happy as long as they are happy for themselves...even a simple smile from them...makes me happy so much..a smile from their heart...and my pain will go away definetely...

why do i have to suffer like this? is it my fate? no...i can change my fate the way i want to...the way that makes me happy...i know i can make it..because...all i have to do is...BELIEVE IN MYSELF!

i know i can do it..someday...someday............believe, trust, love is all i need now...

and..again...i want to say it loud in the sky....that i love them so much!

ja matta ne~


listening to: full moon wo sagashite - love chronicle
feeling: mixed emotions

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new lay-out!
June 11, 2005
Posted at 11:40 PM by xbilliontearsx

ayan! napalitan ko na den ang lay-out ko..XD kulay pink! ampf! dapat talaga black..kaso wula akong magutuhan na pic na bagay sa black..kaya ayan! gusto ko yang pic na yan..e medyo maypagka pink cya..XD kaya pink! LOL

tapos..medyo may problema sa BGM..XD ayaw tumugtog! ewan ko kung dito lang un sa amen o ano...T______T

tapos ansaya kahapon sa skul! LOL pero bago un! nag flag ceremony kami! ampf! grabe! bilad kame sa araw..para kaming mga tuyo dun! ang inet inet kaya sumaket ulo ko dun eh! pero oks lan nakita ko na den sa lance!!!!! HAHAHA tapos pansin ni mica...nag SURF o TIDE na c LANCE!!! HAHAHA gagu un eh! tapos ako naman sabe ko oo nga noh..XD kc ung uniform nun dati madilaw..kaya pag hinahanap namen cya kitang kita namen dahel sa uniform nya..LOL e ngaun bagong tahi! HAHA kaya maputi na uli! lol ampf

kakatuwa ung mga teachers lalo na ung CLED teacher namen..tapos halos lahat bago teacher..XD ang strict ng teacher namen sa physics..pero pede kaming kumain habang nagtuturo cya!!! asteg!!! tapos ung teacher namen sa comp..XD ka apelyido ni krabby...kaya natanung ko tuloy kung ka ano ano nya un..lol sabe nman nya wula naman cyang kilala na ganun..XD tapos ung teacher namen sa english nakakatuwa den! LOL

tapos aun! XD ampf! di pumunta c mica dito sa bahay kanina...XD kala ko naman pu2nta kameng recto! bibili kc kame mga cd..XD hayy..tapos sa lunes 4:30 PM pasukan namen!!!! huhuhu kc feast day ng skul namen so required kame pumasok para sa mass saka prosisyon..XD ayuko!!!! kc di ko mapapanood naruto..k lang sana...pero may solusyon pa dyan..paparecord ko na lan sa kanila..LOL pag nag prusisyon naman kame dadaanan den namen bahay namen..ampf! XD

hayyy! cge an saket ng buong kanan braso ko hanggang kamay..XD

sana magustuhan nyu ung new lay-out ko..SANA! lol
listening to: reload gunlock - mitsumeteitai
feeling: pagod

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windstruck..
June 12, 2005
Posted at 03:33 PM by xbilliontearsx

napanood ko na!!! salamat kay hana kc pinahiram nya aku...hehehe

ampf! grabe naiyak ako! nakaka awa ung babae..pero natawa ako ung bandang huli..LOL e kc ung lalake..XD ung ka ano nya den sa my sassy gurl! ampf! nakakatawa...ung nakita ko ung lalake..naalala ko tuloy c tae-woo ng nonstop..XD

hmm..may sobrang kinaiinisan akongaung tao..kilala ni olive un dba? hehehe ampf! ang sarap upakan sobra!!!!!!!!!!!

bukas 4:30 Pm pasukan tapos may mass tapos may prusisyon...>__< di na lan ako papasok...di ko mapapanood ung naruto eh! hahaha

cge na nga~ bye bye~~~

i lab full moon!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
listening to: full moon - embraced love

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frustrated...
June 13, 2005
Posted at 02:25 AM by xbilliontearsx

im frustrated again!!!!!!!! jeez..>__<

i really hate a certain person...i really hate it! XD after that event...i now have reasons to hate that person till the end...until i die...i don't hate him because of what i discovered..i knew that from the beginning...that person don't have to be mad over her because i discovered it? argh! he's so...argh! even though she don't ask question to that person...i already knew that issue or what! because...i felt it..and that's why...because i love that certain person..and i have to give up on that person so that he can be happy now...so i have to leave like that, not telling to that person the reason im leaving because of him...

when i discovered that day that i felt was true...at first i shocked..and i felt like im going to faint...all i did was cry adn cry and cry...but then i realized..why should i cry to a man that i loved so much BEFORE is already happy...i always said it to myself that whenever my loved ones are happy..then im happy too...that's why im happy for him instead of hating him...

but why do i hate him now? there are reasons that i should hate him from the very first...i won't tell here..XD

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*tagalog na! LOL*

tapos...dunno..pero deep inside meron na naman akong kinaiinisan na tao....hinde na cya...so ang ibig kong sabihin ibang tao na...XD hinde ko alam...pero suddenly ganun na lang naramdaman ko..kaya pag kinakausap nya ako...di na ako ganun sumasagot..so di na nagtatagal ung usapan namen...kc...the more na kinakausap nya ako..the more na naiinis ako sa kanya..XD kaya imbis na ganun manyari iniiwasan ko na lang! saka...kung itutuloy ko man...ung ginagawa ko..nakikipag platikan na ako sa lagay na ganun! kc galet na ako tapos nakikipag usap pa den ako..ano tawag dun dba? kc...ever since di ko pa nagawang makipaa plastikan sa isang tao...pag hinde ko gusto ang isang tao di ko papansinin para di ko magawa ung bagay na un..kaya...from the very first mas mabuti ng masaktan cya..kc kung malalaman nya nakikipag plastikan lang pala ako eh e di mas lalo cyang masasaktan..dba tama ako? kaya kung inis o galet ako di ko na lan papansinin...

ganun ang nanyayari sa aken ngaun...XD di ko sasabihin kung cno man ung tao na un..kc for sure nababasa nya etong entry ko...ok ok ok! XD ayokong masaktan pa cya...

XD bukas pupunta c hana dito sa bahay mamaya! HEHEHE papaturo cya mag photoshop..XD kaya baka di na den ako pupunta sa school for the mass saka sa prusisyon kc mapapagod lang ako dun kahet na kailangan namen magpunta...XD saka di ko mapapanood naruto kung sakaling sasama ako! papakamatay na ako kung ganun! LOL

cge na nga! bye na! nagbabasa pa ako ng full moon...XD bleh!


reading: full moon wo sagashite manga
feeling: irritated

2 comments

azumi 2
June 13, 2005
Posted at 07:06 PM by xbilliontearsx

hohohoho! my dad bought my sister a madagascar DVD! and we watched it last night...so cute! i love it...

then...my dad also bought AZUMI 2!!!!!!!!!!!!YAY!!!!!!!! i've been waiting for this hella movie of ueto aya!!! last time i've been hooked up in AZUMI 1 then now i alsolove the part 2! so GOOD!!! i love the battle scenes! and ueto aya w/c is azumi is sooooooooooooooooo pretty!!! XD

tapos..waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa...!!! XD lol aun! ang gwapo ni ginkaku/nachi dun sa movie..hohohoho tapos ung big bro nya si kinkaku..XD nak ng! naalala ko ung sa saiyuki reload! lol kc may kambal na ginkaku saka kinkaku na name..wula lan! LOL tapos...huuuuuuuuu ginamet den nila ung japanese history..XD i mean..ung war between sanada and tokugawa then tenkai(? tama ba ung spelling ko? lol) priest...hoooeee!!! ang galeng talaga! XD tapos naisip ko ung nilalaro ko na samurai warriors sa ps2..LOL

tapos nanonood sila ng shutter...XD bleh! ang gwapo nung lalake! HAHAHA ang ganda nung mata! ampotah! paputol putol pag nanonood ako..XD kc nagbabasa aku ng full moon! HEHEHE

tapos na download ko na ung chapter 263 ng naruto...>__< waaa nakakabitin!!!!!! XD sana meron ng 264..XD lol

hayyyyyy may pasok na uli bukas..XD di kopa nacocoveran ung mga books at notebooks ko..XD saka waaa dumaan ung prusisyon dito sa may bahay namen! HAHAHAHA di ako lumabas baka makita ako ng teacher ko..LOL XD

hohohoho! cge na bye! magbabasa muna ako...XD
reading: full moon wo sagashite manga
feeling: bleh

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fun fun fun!!!
June 14, 2005
Posted at 04:42 PM by xbilliontearsx

today is sooooooooo fun in school! even though its very hot but i don't mind the heat...^^

aun! lol! grabe!!!!!! tawa kami ng tawa saklasrum namen kanina!!! ung sa CLED, TLE, MUSIC saka ENGLISH! wula kmi ginawa kundi tumawa! LOL lalo na ung music at english time namen! ung music kasi ampf! may pinakanta sa amen na igorot language...e para kaming mga gagu dun! lol kaya tawa kami ng tawa tapos natutuwa kami dun sakanta kaya pinakopya ko kay mica ung kanta..haha

tapos ung english naman! ampotah! sobrang saket na ng tyan ko kakatawa...>__< e kasi si leah...XD pinaexplain ni sir ung sinabeh nya..so cya tawa kami ng tawa ksi di cya ganun marunong mag english..XD e nakakatawa ung mga expressions nya...saka pag nag eexplain cya..bsta! matatawa ka talaga...e pati nga c sir tumatawa kaso pinipigil ung tawa~! AMP! kaya nung pagtingen ko sa likod bgla talaga ako napahalkhak ng malakas dahel dun sa itsura ng ticher namen na pinipigil ung tawa! XD imaginin nyo para kaming takure na may lumalabas na usok na namumula na na kulang na lang eh sumabog! LOL ganun kame! kulang na lang eh mapatae kami dun sa kinauupuan namen! HAHAHA

tapos nung TLE! masaya kc ticher namen uli ung adviser namen nung 3rd yir..XD e di cyempre kaming mga anak nya dati tuwang tuwa...LOL e ako tawa ako ng tawa.lol cla regine saka johanna napapatingen sa aken kc ang lakas ko tumawa...=)) hinde na nga tawa un halakhak na un eh! HAHAHA

grabe talaga! sa skul ko lang nagagawa yang mga bagay! LOL

ahh eto pa! pagpasok ko kanina sa skul nagpa inspect ako kay "CO" ..bsta cute un! LOL e kaibigan ko den un..ampf un! ung nag iinspect kinuha ba naman ung ballpen ko..XD tapos tapos ung recess e kumukuha kame ng tubig sa founttain..e katabi ko c mica tapos nasa bandang likod ko c valerie..XD e tapos nakita ko c ekah..e kras ni val un! ampf! e ako sumisigaw..tapos may kumakalabit sa aken..akala ko c valerie lan un! tapos clang dalawa ni mica tawa ng tawa...nak ng! pagtalikod ko c CO pala un! HEHEHE grabe napatawa tuloy ako ng wula sa oras..LOL XD aun ung taong pag nakikita ako eh..kunwari naglalakad tapos bglang hihinto tapos sasabihin "patty BLEH!:P" ganyan! may kasama pang dila yan..ang cute cute! LOL

tapos aun! tinanong namen c alex kung asan na c gene.XD aun nasa laguna na daw..*sigh* kakamiss ung c gene! wula ng bulol sa r...LOL ahh bsta! XD

tapos..umm..ano pa ba...ang galeng magturo ng physics ticher namen...lol tapos aun! kinuwento ni val ung premonition..parang final destination..pero naalala ko para den pala cyang deathnote!! kaya sabe ko wow! para palang deathnote yan! LOL

waaaaaaa cge cge!!! XD inaantok ako...hohohoho madameh pa akong gagawen..saka nood muna naruto..XD
reading: full moon wo sagashite manga
feeling: masaya

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UPCAT
June 15, 2005
Posted at 10:55 PM by xbilliontearsx

naku naman! ampf! mag UPCAT kameh ni mica sa august or september ata..XD tuwing sabado..ewna ko nga eh pag iisipan ko muna e kc wula pa akong course na gusto ko!!!!!!!! XD gusto ko talaga fine arts..kaso namromroblema ako kung anong field ng fine arts...huhuhuhu gusto ko kc photography...waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa

hay naku naiinis ako ngaun!!!!!!! XD e panu kc...nadamay lahat sa kaingayan ng klasrum! kaya ayan! binago ung seat plan namen! ang malas pa ng pwesto ko! kc dun ako sa gilid na gilid sa pintuan tapos sa unahan pa! AMPF! e hinde ko makita ung nasa kabilang blackboard..i mean ung sulat dun sa blackboard...asar nga eh! di ako makapag concentrate..di ko den mainindihan ung mga tinuturo dahel sa pwesto ko! e kulang na lang eh ilagay ko na sa labas ung upuan ko at dun na lang ako mag sight seeing...>_____<

pipilitin ko ung adviser namen ilipat ako sa gitna...>__< bahala cya...LOL magiging pasaway ako! *evil grins*

hmm ano pa ba...aun! XD masaya naman sa skul eh...=)) as usual ako tawa ng tawa..tapos nakakatuwa ung activity namen sa TLE..ampf! nakakabalew..>_< tapos ung lunch ata un..XD nasa likod namen c alex sa fountain kinalabit ata ako...XD tapos nun paalis na kame tinanung namen asan na c gene..sabeh ba naman! HAYUP! "andito *turo sa puso* HAHAHAHA napasigaw kame nila mica na..."WOOOOOOOW!" ampf! tapos bgla akong hinampas ni alex..XD tapos nagtext nagsasabeh na sorry kc nahampas ako ng malakas..lol sabeh ko nga abah loko toh! LOL

tapos nun lunch den ata...e andun kame sa coridor nakahilata..LOL c cheng e nakahiga na dun sa coridor namen...tapos tawanan kame e kc c leah parang gagu! LOL

waaaaaaaaaa...ampf may test pa kami...cge na nga bye! AMPF! >__<
pipilitin>
feeling: T__T
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makifren!!! ramen noodles!!!!!!
June 16, 2005
Posted at 06:25 PM by xbilliontearsx

heavy ampf!!! nung uwian inimbita ku c mica para kumain dito sa may japanese restaurant dito sa may kanto namen! LOL aun! kain kain...inurder namen ay miso ramen! ampf nga eh! c mica gumaya den..=))

tapos ang mahal..lalo na ung coke!!! 30 pesos..XD tapos ung miso ramen 55pesos..XD dapat kasama namen c arlene kaso sabeh nya bukas na lang daw! kaya bukas kakain uli kame ng ramen w/ maki!!! =))

tapos!!!waaaaaaa..=)) sa sahig kame nakaupo! LOL ang cute cute! LOL gusto ko ganun kwarto ko! LOL XD

aun! ang sarap SOBRA!!!!!!!!! ng ramen!!! nainlab aku sa ramen..gusto ko pa kumain dun mamaya kaso matutulog ako cyempre pag gising ko sarado na un...kc mag aaral pa ako..may test kame bukas..XD

tapos kaninahalf day kming may orientation! nakakabgot...XD nakaka antok!!!!!!!!!! >___<

tapos kumuha kameh nung mga flyers..ung sa mga university..XD wula pa kaming ust saka upo..bka bukas meron na..hehehe

ano ba talaga kukunin ko...hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm

bye!
feeling: craving for ramen!
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father's day~
June 19, 2005
Posted at 09:37 PM by xbilliontearsx

waa happy father's day sa inyo kung cno man tatay dyan!

jun 17, 2005

aun! sobrang saya sa skul~ hehehe ung physics teacher namen eh haytek! LOL pagpasok ng klasrum may karaoke saka microphone...tapos un ang gamet nya habang nagtuturo e pano paos kasi! ampf! wulang patawad parang ung chem teacher namen.~ lol tapos tawanan cyempre! tapos kwentuhan kami nila cheng~ bsta masaya..kaso nga lang mainet..XD tapos nun uwian kumain uli kami ni mica sa makifren obento dito sa may amen!!! HEHEHEHE kinain namen ung shoyu ramen saka cheese maki!!!!!!! ansarap ng ramenkaso di ko nauboskc nabusog ako sa maki kahet na di ko masyado gusto ung lasa pero pinilit ko pa den! LOL c mica e sarap na sarap pa~ LOL gagu un eh

june 18, 2005

sabado...XD masarap ang tulog ko!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!~ tapos mga 11:00 AM natulog uli ako...XD usapan pupunta c hana dito para magpaturo ng photoshop! kaya natulog muna ako! HEHEHE tapos ginising na lang ako ng tatay ko kc andio na daw c hana..XD tapos naligo muna ako cyempre! TAPOS! aun! ang khulet ni hana...tuwang tuwa c hana e kc natuto na cya...LOL nagpaturo kung paano gumawa ng lay-out! e di ung ginawa namen un na den ung lay-out nya sa xanga...problema ako pa mag cocode nun...kaso la pa ako time dyan! baka sa sabado na lang o kaya friday dami kc gagawin eh...XD tapos nun! kumain kami ni hana sa makifren obento!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! kinain ni hana miso ramen...sabi nya masarap kaso puro gulay daw! tapos ako kinain ko ung donburi(rice topings) tapos tempura! lugi ako! 90 pesos tapos 2 piraso na tempura lang..XD kulang! pero masarap..=)) tapos aun! kain kain! kwentuhan tapos umuwi na c hana! tapos papahiramin nya ako ng "my little bride!" tapos pag check ko ng frendster ko!!! waaaaaaaaa! gulat ako! may message c nick sa aken!!! hehe grabe! ampf!

june 19, 2005
father's day! wula! pag gising ko sa umaga...ay! gumawa ako ng lay-out! hehehe gustong gusto ko ung lay-out na ginawa ko kc ang ganda...=)) gusto ko na nga palitan eh! kaso next month pa! bsta bahala na kung kelan ko feel mag palit! LOL XD tapos...aun! pumunta cla dun sa modesto kc fiesta dun pero di ako sumama kc kakain lang naman dun...>__< tapos...hmmmmm....aun! gawa assignment! tumawag c hana sa bahay...tapos natulog tapos kumain kami sa tang city~ tapos eto nag tatype...=)) nag chachat~ LOL

waaaaaaaaaaa..pasok na naman bukas..kainis! may scouting kami bukas tapos ang inet pa ng time namen! XD kakainis sobra! XD

cge bye na~ may gagawen fa ako~
feeling: hohoho
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tired....
June 21, 2005
Posted at 05:05 PM by xbilliontearsx

araw araw pagod na pagod ako...>__< tapos lagi den masaket ang uloh ko!!!! nakaka asar..XD

aun! masaya naman sobra sa skul! SOBRAAAA~ potah inang physics teacher yan eh! HAHAHAHA potra! nakakatawa..medyo green den pla! AMPF! tawa kami ng tawa sa mga kwento nya sa amen lalo na ung kanina..

"huggable, kissable, and f*ckable!" HAHAA

ampf noh? bsta kung ano man yan matatawa kau! gagu un eh!

tapos...>__< kaninang arts namen..c ms. banta...@__@ pinagsulat ako sa board..eh ayaw na ayaw ko na magsulat sa board kc nun second year secretary ako...cyempre nakakapagod sobra saka pawis..ehehe tapos may gropupings kami para sa reporting masama dun! ako pa ginawang leader...XD

"leader, Patty!"

XD yan ang sabeh...habang nagsusulat ako sabeko...nak ng teteng...ako pa leader..ayuko mag leader...e ako pah! isa akong tamad! AMPF!~

tapos nun nagsusulat na ako..gagu tong cla johanna..XD sabe nila wow! tagasulat ka na naman sa board..XD sabe ko sila gagu! LOL etong c regine at cheng naman sabi...san papunta yang sinusulat mo? sa langit~ LOL

bsta nakakatuwa lahat ng kaklase ko..ung ibang kaklase ko ngaun na di ko kaklase nung 3rd yir ako naging friends ko na sila agad~ LOL

ay meron pa!~

kahapon!

tawa kami ng tawa ni Jam..XD e paano...si mrs. chua kasi! bglang napatigil sa harap ng kalsrum namen e may kausap....e ang bglang nag attract sa aken ung sapatos nya! XD gagu nga eh! nakakatuwa ung sapatos...SOBRA! ung may parang feathrs chu chu pa~ tapos napabulong ako kay Jam..sabeh ko..."tgnan mo jam ung sapatos ni mrs. chua..." sabe naman ni jam..oo nga eh! LOLtapos tawa kami ng tawa...e ung time na un physics namen! XD buti di kami nahuli! e bglang dumaan uli ung ticher na un! tawa na naman kami..kc nakakatawa ung itsura~ sobra..XD

hayyyyyyyy cge na nga~ales na aku! saket ng oloh ko~ LOL

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XD wula lan! share ku lan un nigawa kung wallpaper...mukha ngang tae eh! HAHAHAHA XD actually kapartner tuh ung ginawa kong bagong lay-out...hehee pero saka ku na ilalagay un bagong lay-out~ bsta bahala na kung kelan~

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feeling: tired
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hopes?
June 22, 2005
Posted at 05:08 PM by xbilliontearsx

cyempre madami akong hopes this coming year noh! LOL

una, sana matataas ang mga grades ko since 4th year highschool na ako

pangalawa, sana mas maging masaya ang classroom namen~

pangatlo, sana makuha ko na lahat ng gusto ko~ for ex. naruto cd's, full moon wo sagashite cd's, digicam, rock cd's(emo), etc..

pangapat, sana matuloy kami sa hongkong~

panglima, sana makapasa ako sa mga entrance exams

panganim, sana mapili ko na ung course na talaga kukunin at gusto ko!

pangpito, sana .................................blah blah~ HAHAHAHA

ayan! napakarami nyan~ XD ang hirap kunin lahat ng nyan~ dapat magsikap na ako ng mabuti noh! LOL kaya nga di na ako gaano nag oonline chu chu~ LOL chu chu daw..XD

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ay may naalala ako! LOL bsta last last day lang toh..XD ung Physics namen...e kc ung etacher namen ngkwekwento, tapos nakakatawa tapos medyo green ung kwento...=)) e naalala ko may sinabi cyang...

"walang lalabas na MOO dyan!"

hahaha natawa ako bgla! XD dahil dun sa MOO! XD kc term ko un sa baka~ LOL

tapos mga nanyari sa aken? anak ng! LOL

well, masaya naman saskul noh! sobra~ para bang gusto ko lagi na lang ako nasa school..kc nga msaya! as in masaya! XDwulang araw na di ka tatawa, maiihi o matatae man lang~ LOL

kaninang recess, well~ HAHAHA naalala ko ung grade six kami..bsta un na un~ XD buti nag ngaun eh nagpapansinan na kami~ tulad ng dati~ hehe nagkukulitan tapos bastusan~ LOL

tapos ang ganda ganda sobra ng topic namen sa health! as in!~ kaya gustong gusto kong teacher c mrs. banta~ since first year ako hanggang ngaun cya pa den ang teacher namen kc nagiisa lang cyang teacher ng health sa skul namen! aba biruin nyo un!

tapos nag experiment sa physics~ masaya naman parang gagu kc c johanna..XD

tapos nun lunch namen ang malas ko! e dba sa pintuan ako nakaupo...bandang pintuan..bsta un! e nakita ako ni mrs. marasigan inutusan pa akong bumili ng kanin sa canteen..XD nung una akala ko bababa pa ako! un pala di ko alam may canteen na pala sa 4th floor..XD kaso ayoko umakyat dun! kc sabay ang lunch ng boys saka gurls sa amen! e di cyempre puro lalake dun..XD

nagpasama ako kay mica..XD e di aun! akyat kami! pagtingen ko sa pintuan oh! napa "anak ng tae naman!" napaganun talaga ako..XD e kasi di kami makapasok kc nakakahiya puro lalake ang nandun..XD

tapos nun nakita ko c rickey tinawag ku cya sabi ko bilhan nya ako ng kanin para sa teacher aba ang gagu umayaw..XD c charles den umayaw..so no choice kami e di pumasok na lang kami..XD taenanung pumasok kami parang nasa preso...=))

tapos un na~ HAHAHA

tapos nung cled namen nakakatawa..XD e kc c sir gen nagalit dun sa section na bago kami~ tapos tinanong namen kung baket ang sagot..~

"kc blah blah~ tapos nun paglabas ko sinabihan akong, "GOODBYE ANG BABAY"

taena natawa ako dun! XD ~_~

waaaaaa~ bday ng adviser namen saka ni libay ngaun~

gusto ko mag inuman~


listening to: full moon wo sagashite - new future

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ASAR!!!!!
June 23, 2005
Posted at 10:33 PM by xbilliontearsx

potah ina!! NAASAR AKO!!! nababnas ako potah ina talaga...XD

S A N A ! ! !

sana lahat ng tao di na lang naging tao!

potah ina talaga!!!

sana lang!!!! SANA!!! sana di na lang kayo naging tao...XD ang laki ng galet ko sa mundo! >__< naiinis ako sa lahat ng tao!!! wulang kwenta! wulang kwentang mga tao! tao tao tao! POTAH INA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

lahat plastic! BULLSHIT!

PUTANG INA!!!!!!!

NAKAKAINIS TALAGA! ayoko na!!! gusto ko ng mamatay!
feeling: shit lahat ng tao!
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wula lang...
June 24, 2005
Posted at 04:48 PM by xbilliontearsx

wula kaming pasok ngaun..XD

nang iinit pa den ang ulo ko hanggang ngaun...naiinis talaga ako

para mawala ung inis ko..eto gumawa ako ng ka ekekan sa photoshop..XD gamet ako ng mga grunge brushes...wula lang! nagpractice lang ako..XD

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grow old with you
June 29, 2005
Posted at 08:00 PM by xbilliontearsx

anyone know this song? @__@ lol enewei..kanta cya ni adam sandler! and i love this song so much...naalala ko lan tong song na ito nung pinakanta cya sa amen ng HEALTH teacher namen..kc parang may kinalaman cya sa lesson namen sa health about marriage..grabe super interesting talaga..

I wanna make you smile whenever you're sad
Carry you around when your arthritis is bad
All I wanna do is grow old with you

I'll get your medicine when your tummy aches
Build you a fire if the furnace breaks
Oh it could be so nice, growing old with you

I'll miss you
Kiss you
Give you my coat when you are cold

Need you
Feed you
Even let ya hold the remote control

So let me do the dishes in our kitchen sink
Put you to bed if you've had too much to drink
I could be the man who grows old with you
I wanna grow old with you


well..this past few days..medyo busy ako...>__< kaya di na ako nakapagpost dito though nakakapag internet ako di ako nakapagpost dito kc either may ginagawa ako nakakalimutan ko! LOL

nagorientation kami kanina sa marian theatre...>__< library!!! T__T hay nak ng tae! tapos kung ano ano ginawa sa skul...naglesson..nagtawanan..nagkamabutihan~ LOL

grabe tawa ako ng tawa nung lunch...e kc c memen may kinukwento sa amen..e umpisa pa lang natawa ako..kc nakakatawa talaga ung kwento tapos natawa pa ako sa itsura nya..LOL may naalala tuloy ako~ LOL

tapos nakakatuwa katabi c doctor jam~ LOL lawyer namen un! =)) asa! LOL hehehe bsta nakakatuwa..tapos ako ung tipo ng tao na sasabihin ko lahat! LOL kaya nga sabi ni arlene sa aken

"i like you kc honest ka~"

weeeeee~ LOL

tapos nun nasa bahay na ako nglaro muna ako ps2!! nga pala! sa wakas! gawa na PS2 KO!!!!!! yehey! ginawa ni daddy saka ni kuya~ abi ko ganun lan pala un! salamat kay kuya~ LOL

tapos nung naruto na! ampf! naiyak ako!!!!!!! pero di gaya nung binabasa ko ung manga..kc mas maiyak ako sa manga...T__T ung kay naruto saka kay gaara na...geez!!! i feel the same like that now..T_T grabe kung napanood nyo un! for sure naiyak den kayo..kaya super gusto ko na talaga c naruto..T__T

hmmmm...eto mga past works ko...last week pa toh..nakakalimutan kolang ilagay..hehe nagiisip ako ng sususnod kung lay-out..sa totoo lan may naisip na ako pero pag ginagawa ko cya nahihirapan ako..kc di bagay..bsta gagawan ko ng paraan un! LOL

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tapos eto ung current sig ko sa ichiraku ramen forum~
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